to write whats on ones mind....

i got a lot on my plate now.... my old lady is pregnant, i get deployed in 3 weeks... and to top it all off i miss my wife and my best friend more than i could put into words. i cant physically show emotion anymore, ive been run into the fucking ground for a year, how am i supposed to show them any how? fuck... if i could have see this coming. but through and through i keep my eyes on the end. i get to go to school when i get home... MMI or wyo tech i aint sure yet...and then i will become a master fabricator of machines i like to call bobbers. i cant fucking wait. but i do miss the real world alot. the army makes me hate everything so much. so to all of you who actually do care, email me. eightysixdbryan@aim.com