restoration

Ever wondered why life puts you in certain situations? or why people think God lets shitty things happen to them? well i have the answer, because life sucks...and i have earned that believing in such things are just a hype to get you thru something that youre gonna get thru anyways, like a crutch. and being in a shitstorm, like i am now just proves that, i will either get out of it alive or i will die here...and no ones gonna do a damn thing about it, and it isnt written in some book or predetermined anywhere... its life shit happens and as far as i am concerned you determine your own outcome...so quit fucking crying like a little bitch...and man up. so theres my pissed off statement... fuck you and eat shit...i hate all of you, and cant wait to find a weakness in your shitty life and bring you all the way down to hell where everyone else resides...

lost and out of sight...

piece of advice... DO NOT JOIN THE ARMY! all that ever happens is they make you feel like youre a worthless fucking piece of shit because you make mistakes. rad as fuck right. anyways i cant wait to get out and start the real life you know. any ways fuck today and fuck afghanistan.

the start of a new chapter...

nine days left... fuck. i hope it goes by fast. i miss my wife, stinkgrime andjulia alot, and i cant forget turkey or tasha either. i cant wait for our legacy to start. also i got some new ink blasted on my arm :) pretty stoked on it. i love you and miss you guys very much.

to write whats on ones mind....

i got a lot on my plate now.... my old lady is pregnant, i get deployed in 3 weeks... and to top it all off i miss my wife and my best friend more than i could put into words. i cant physically show emotion anymore, ive been run into the fucking ground for a year, how am i supposed to show them any how? fuck... if i could have see this coming. but through and through i keep my eyes on the end. i get to go to school when i get home... MMI or wyo tech i aint sure yet...and then i will become a master fabricator of machines i like to call bobbers. i cant fucking wait. but i do miss the real world alot. the army makes me hate everything so much. so to all of you who actually do care, email me. eightysixdbryan@aim.com

fuck my life

so far germany is gay as fuck, i cant go anywhere off post til the 20th. but its really nice, i cant wait til i get my house and my lovely wife here:) then i will be completely content. i found out i deploy in july. for 6 to 8 months, rumors, but still good news. i miss my old lady so much, i hate staring at a bunch of dooshes. some of the guys are fun, but others arent worth a fuck. i miss home alot. and i just want my chop alreadyyyyy. i cant wait to go see everything here man, shits gonna be insane. i hope all is well with yall. i will have my address up soon <3 so then you guys can mail me everything you please. love you guys very much and miss you all the more.

hope shits well, :)

drinks?

well apparently i have a problem, and its drinking. i probably should slow up just a little, especially since i have a lot on my plate now. i mean the issuses that im dealing with now are alot more than they were 6 months ago. my life has made a complete 360, i have a good job that pays well, im married to the woman ive wanted to be with since the very beginning, i think the only thing i am missing is colossal city crew :(
my support base, aka colossal city, has been there for me since i can remember. you have watched me go thru hell and god knows what else. but some how our friendship has managed to see thru all the fucking bullshit i brought upon us. but i wouldnt change anything for the world. we have some of the most insane stories to tell, and the strongest bond i have ever seen. nothing could ever tear this apart. we will soon be together again. and to those days i look forward to greatly. crime life chops 4 l1fe.

stinkgrime, i thank you for your words last night, you are there when i need you most, and you have never let me down <3 you will never really understand how much you mean to me. you are the little brother that i never had. and our relationship has shown me that god does answer prayers <3 i have watched you grow into the man that you are, from the scumy shit bag of children, we met as. and i am so proud of the man that you have become. and i know that there is nothing but greatness in your path ahead. you have the world at your finger tips, abuse it, and make the world your bitch hahaha. our future relys on it :) and by our future i mean crime life choppers.


dumpster diving, never showering, destroying the cities we lived in together, and soon to be shredding the streets of the u.s. with our custom chops. i love you man and i always will.

fresh out the oven.

i just graduated, infantry osut, aka boot camp for the basic infantry man. im in the army, and im damn proud of it. i am very thankful for all of you that supported me thru it, and still do. im moving to germany in a few days, im married to the woman of my dreams. and i couldnt be happier.
on a sad not i get deployed to afghanistan in may, for 18 months. shits gonna be insane. i dont really know how i feel about that yet. i know ill be ready for it, but its still scary as fuck to think ill be gone for that long. im more worried about how my wife and close friends than my own personal safety, because i know im gonna be prepared for the fight. and yes i am coming home. so dont even think about bein a shit bag you faggots.
I ride harleys, and am rather uspet i cant bring mine with me so help me out and buy me sweet shit to build another one :)